Friday, June 30, 2006

30th June '06

its early in the morning,
and i'm blogging already.
i think i really have some problem. haha.

school have started for a week.
and its really terrible.
ended up rushing through,
clearing my hols assigments.
luckily, most teachers extended the deadlines.
but still, i ended up burning midnight oil.
ended up sleeping at 3am for wednesday,
and 2plus close to 3am on thursday.
in between taking no naps,
closed to killing myself lah. HAHA.
adding on, 3G had a change in form teacher.
from Miss Boo to Mr Tan Tiah Hui.
in short, my DnT teacher.
and, i wanna die. LOL.

havent got back to workplace.
doubt i'll be working this weekends.
gotta rush through to complete my work.
and i might be meeting up with Jerry & co.
damn, am really afraid there's not enough time.

and worst, i've yet to settle tuition stuff.
its already the first week of school.
and tuition stuffs not settled.
and this is a short term.
i think i'll really die. GRRRS~!!!

hmm~ having DnT laters.
but luckily due to Youth day celebrations,
lesson's cut short by an hour.
but still, its torturous.
cos its TWO hours of DnT still.
and i've not done hols assignment for DnT.
neither have 90% of my classmates.
so we're prepared to get scolded. LOL.
and lucky us, Mr Tan's off to a course,
not coming for lesson today!
and Mr Lee's Mr Nice-to-Bargain.
oooops~!!! HAHAHA =X

alrights, this entry shant be long.
cos its for JIAXIN that i updated.
except for school,
there's nothing else i've really done.
so the update's more on school. LOL.

oh yah, i nearly forgot.
Tanya Chua's new song is very NICE!!!
very meaningful, and beautiful~
BEAUTIFUL LOVE, that is (:

so yeahs, shall get going.
and have my BREAKFAST!!! haha!

till next time, people (:

Thursday, June 22, 2006

21st June '06

darn. blogger's down again.
sighs, whatevers. holidays' ending.
and i'm now at a loss.
so much assignment, so little time.
like how am i suppose to complete them?
OH, GOD BLESS ME PLEASE !!!

hmm. just recovered. not very fully tho.
4 days of high fever. and i mean HIGH.
not the usual 38. but it was 39.6.
very close to 40 degrees celsius.
and it was for 3 consecutive days.
medicine was no cure, neither was doctors.
so yeahs, have been sleeping my ass off.
until the 3rd night, it finally subsides a little.
fever was 38.2 degree celsius...
but was feeling so much better than before.
cos, before that. i felt as tho i'm gonna faint.
so yeahs, felt a little better.
but whatevers. i wonder why too.
i havent been out much during the hols.
and i havent been feeding on junkfood.
why the sudden fever, and HIGHfever?
and why did it even last so long?
many asked me that...
and even ask me if it was chronic.
cos it doesnt seem to be a normal fever.
a fever so high for 4 days is normal?
that must be totally insane, seriously. HAHA.
but wells, my temp. now is still not stablised yet.
it still runs between the normal temp. and 38 oC.
but whats worse is the bad cough and bad flu.
i've a blocked nose the whole day.
and a cough which doesnt really affects me.
but when it does, its very bad and doesnt stop fast.
just how irritating is this?

enough about viruses.
i've turned down dates like nobody's biz.
but, i think its a good thing too.
i've no mood for dates too.
and im not really in the mood to date anyone now.
though he might be an execption.
but he hasnt been looking for me too.
and, i'm no longer being that silly.
i'm no longer waiting like a fool =D
though i still cant really accept some other guys...
but i know i think part of him is placed behind with the past.
which i think its quite good for me...
so yeahs, maybe i should just carry on with it.
and i know, if Fate permits, we will be~
this way, i'll be happier (:

hmmm. there's too much of assignments.
i'm really going insane.
cos none of it has been "touched" yet.
and i'm totally not in the mood for it.
darn it, seriously. i feel like dying.
and, there's tuition too.
i really really just feel like giving up.
but i know i cant. holidays' not a good thing.
i was once in the mood for schooling.
but once holidays' here, i'll lose it.
really, its total sian-ness.
hope to have it complete before holidays end.
even if i can really finish so many of them,
i doubt i can ever finish darn-freaking-useless-DNT.
its really taking a toll on me ):

work's on for friday. alice's shift.
how i wished to go for drinking after that.
though i know i just recovered.
but i still wish to go drinking.
but, alrights. i'll forgo it. and abolish the evil thoughts.
many will kill me if i go drinking.
but i think i'm really in need of relieving stress.
too much of unneccessary-problems from those useless bitches.
SIGHS.

grrs. netball's on for friday too.
last training for the holidays.
darn shit. its darn early.
9am to 11am. to hell with it.
and the stepping up thingy is not done yet.
really dont know what the teachers are doing.
and i'm seriously hoping for a change in the team.
the sec ones and twos are driving me nuts. seriously.

alrights. think i'll get going.
to get started with my hw and project.
and get some adequate rest. i'm still ill.
training's gonna be tough. LOL.

till next time, people (:

Friday, June 16, 2006

16th June 2006

HI PEOPLE (:
okays, jiaxin asked me to say HI at least.
LOL. that totally-out-of-mind woman. haha.

i should be sleeping by now actually.
i'm dead beat, and i mean it.
4 days of DVDS marathon.
and headed to work.
catching less than 4 hours of sleep a day.
just for the sake of my dramas. LOL.

first 3 days was Healing Hands III.
it took me 3 days to complete 40 episodes.
and 1 episode takes about 45 mins.
it didnt really take up 3 whole days though.
but well, do the calculations.
my eating, sleeping, helping out time.
on average, its 10 hours of show a day. LOL.
well, the 4th day was My lovely Kim-Soon.
" wo jiao jin san shun " for direct translation.
a 16 episodes korean drama.
start right after i finished Healing Hands 3.
and then spent my whole night watching it.
slept for about 4 hours, woke up.
and headed for work like a blur sotong.
and i'm now, still craving for more SHOWS. hah.
worst, i think i'm gonna rent new shows tmr. LOL.
i think i will be a happy woman tomorrow (:

before i even began on my drama marathon..
the saturday before that was MadamWong's.
the bar was really really small, and old.
the bouncers were really strict and all.
but well, i've got my way in anyways ;)
and, except for that FATTY...
the rest of the bouncers were... OOOH~
really really nice looking i'll say. HAHA.
but anyways, though the place's only 6/10.
i still enjoyed myself on the whole.
perhaps because the drinks were good? =x
well, not too bad a party i guess.
its better than the underage parties at least.
ooooops! wrong thing to be said. haha.
oh people, before i forget...
DXO on saturday, 17th June ;
MOS & Zouk on sunday, 18th June.
anyone interested?
and by the way, again...
clubbing is not my hobby nor interest.
it definitely wont be, promise. LOL.

more work on coming tuesday&friday..
work was totally great and awesome today.
was very very very much of a slackking day.
all i had to do was to back-up Kongyang.
sat down&ate my ass off for 2hrs during crew meeting.
another hour plus of backing up, and there i say byebye.
spent the after-work time slackking, bitching.
gosh, i hope work could be like this everyday =x

well, apart from all these.
nothing much happened actually.
except that lotsa people hunted for me..
for the past past past three days?
i went missing, for the sake of my shows =x
actually not. my mind was in a whirl.
to think things through...
i switched my phone to silent mode.
and there goes everything.
i cant see, nor can i hear any calls or msges.
sorry people.

alrights alrights.
this is a totally nonsensical entry.
have no idea what i'm trying to do.
just updating on recent days.
for the sake of my dear jiaxin. LOL.
and nows, i'm gonna head for bed.
i'm really tired not.

and by the way people...
sorry for not updating on my Perth trip.
it'll be done soon.
it'll be a LONG LONG entry, really~
do await for it. HAHAHA xD

okays..
thats all for now.
i'm feeling lazyyyy.
and darn upset.
good night people (:

it was YOUR birthday 2 days ago.
i dont know what was i doing.
maybe doing what you've done to me...
i didnt drop you any message or call,
to wish you Happy Birthday.
but i guess its all in our hearts...
i guess you knew i still remembered.
your gift, something you've liked since years ago.
till the day we meet, i'll keep it safe for you.
till then, keep in mind that i still remember ;
i still remember, and have never forgotten...

Friday, June 02, 2006

Goodbye S'pore, Hello Aust. ~

HELLO PEOPLE!!!
i'm like... back again!!! haha.

wells, this entry will not be long.
it's 0125 now, and i've to wake up at 0430 =x
and i've to reach school at 0600. GRRRS~
i'm doing my last minute check on my luggage.
and i've to entertain Jes&Shan soon.
they are slackking their asses off in my bro's room.
waiting for me to go over and chat our nite off~
so sweet of them to be here accompanying me,
the whole day right before i fly off (:
though its just for like a 5 days trip?!?! HAHA.
I LOVE MY GIRLS =D

wait for my return on 6th June!
i'll be back with gifts (hopefully =p), and photos!!
LOADS and LOADS of them!!! hahah~

till then people!!!
take lots of care,
and i'll miss you guys~

with LOTS and LOTS of LOVE,
yours truly <3